How do I tell my story without boring you guys. I have been watching this site for a couple years now. Alot of good advice on here. My problem is I am a fulltime firefighter that is getting laidoff next month. Along with 20 others. I have dreams of having a legit successful business. I have been planning and researching for years now. I worked part time for 2 summers learning the biz till he started to rip me off. Went to school for horticulture a semester and had to quit because work wouldn't let me have time off anymore like they said they would let me. With that said I just don't know if I am ready to jump in. The thing that scares the crap out of me is there is alot of competition and I don't know If I have enough knowledge to do it yet. Parts of me want to go to school and learn more but that is gonna cost $$. Parts of me want to jump in. Guess I just don't want to fail. Sorry for venting but I am sure someone here will read this and can relate. Thanks and Take Care.