Well i guess that i am sort of using this to vent, so sorry. but anyways, i think i'm going to be in the lawncare business for the long haul. I really enjoy cutting grass, and making bad yards look great, and i love being outdoors and you make good money doing it. today was terrible, computer is broken, so i can barely use lawnsite, its taking 5 minutes to load a page, and my screen keeps flashing random errors at me, and my computer is beeping at me, someone stole my back pack at school so i didnt get my homework turned in, was going to get my mom a dog for her b-day and the one she wanted was sold, and my sister and I got into a big argument, so i left the house and went and mowed until dark, and the mowing really put me in a much better mood. I now feel like im not even in the mowing for the money anymore, i feel like i do it so that i dont feel lazy, and its something i enjoy doing. Sorry about the random venting post.