In my other line of work as a firefighter/paramedic I see some things that are yours and my worse nightmares. Bottom line in my thick skull is - you dont make the rules. It dont matter if you are young or old, rich, poor or somewhere in between, when the numbers up your gone. You tell me why little kids die and the smoking drinking wife beater dies at 83. If anyone of you are asked when and how ya want to go please call or e-mail me asap. <br>Enjoy your life and your family. Good Luck.