It sounds to me like you just need to figure where you want to be in life and what it is you want to do in general. I started with a 6 x 12 open trailer pulling it with an 88' cougar yrs ago. And now, we have 3 crews of 4 that go out 6 days a week. I'm now looking into opening a seperate shop to not only become a dealer for lawn equipment and snow plowing and repairs but to also offer 24hr service during snow storms for everything and anything to do with snow plowing in my area. The possibilities in life are enless. It's the direction of the journey that you need to choose. Then again that's just my opinon, lol.