Ever considered going to college if you haven't already? I know you'll be more busy than you ever dreamt but if you're unsure that the lawn biz is for you just tough it out and get your degree. This is what I'm doing. I hate corrections. Done it for 16 years but planning on finishing school and getting my degree all the while working full time and mowing on the side. I have kids too, and be busier as heck but will be well worth it in the end. I hope you can find everything you're looking for in life and can get back on your feet.