Yep thats right try be positive and hope I can get work on my own and get litterally kicked in the nuts and say you are useless. I said to my parents that I was buying another truck something that will work better for my needs and then the chit hit the fan. Way to be supportive of what I do nope just end up in a screaming match. I try to explain the stress related problems I have with my gov't job and yes I do have stress problems. I try deal with it as best as I can it. Trying to get work part time doing what I want to do to keep my sanity. Getting yelled at saying to have to work at a job you dislike it is a part of life. You have no life working for the gov't it is why I want to see if I can get some work going. So ya I had a Bobcat Ron fight with the folks. Isn't your familly supposed to be supportive of what you want to do not think your a failure.